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real name is mui ling. turning older on 17th january every year wef 1988.ah mui loves green, pink, black, blue, purple, Cao Ge, Milubing, shen mu yu tong, Cherry Boom, ENERGY, alan kuo, eggs, mushrooms, onions, tofu, kbox, movies... ah mui hates two-face bitches, conflicts, doing things unwillingly, hypocrites... ah mui wishes for peace and love, |
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Monday, August 4, 2008 @ 8/04/2008 01:32:00 PM  (image courtesy: http://www.mindhacks.com/blog/files/2004/12/orangutan_yawn.jpg) Daily grades for problem 14 =). genomics = C clinical trials = C drug discovery = B lab management = B I was still frustrated about some issues earlier... you may blame me for not understanding, but you should also jolly well know that there's a limit to my understanding, tolerance and patience. I don't fight back doesn't mean I don't feel anything. I hoped you will at least have some sense of shamefulness before the anger in me exploded, for I don't want you to be a victim of my temperamental moment. However, suddenly it occurred to me that, you control your brain and not the other way round! What do I mean by that? Yes before that I see that matter as frustration; but if I were to think in a more positive way, I can take it as something that will groom me into a better person right? Meaning to say, one should always see a threat as an opportunity and not a threat, for I believe God (can be from any religion) has His reason for why things turned out this way? But yes la, it's easier to say than done. Especially when you are plagued by sadness or sense of insecurity, you already don't have the energy to think positively already. So for now, when the above mentioned feeling/thoughts are still strong, I thought I'd better penned it down even at a wrong timing like this =). Anyway, I believe everyone on earth are stubborn, it's just the extent that differs. But recently I just saw (or maybe I already seen it, just that I didn't realized) the other perspective of stubbornness. Some may think it's stubborn or is it willful; I see it as doing what you think is right. Ask yourself, do you do things because you want to do it, or because others are doing it as well? Don't look at me, I'm guilty of being passive too =)... But that is only a fine line between doing-what-you-think-is-right and being stubborn. One is positive and the other is negative of course =). And no offence ok? That is just my thoughts. haha =). I just read a private blog (whom the owner claimed that I'm her third reader), not everything though. But it reminded me of another...important friend who is facing similar problem now. So this is what I conclude or is it questioned myself after reading her blog - maybe in life, we should expect less so that we would be happier? Cos it seemed like too much expectations will turned into emotional burdens? But that is not to say we should not have expectations too! hahaha. KEEP EVERYTHING IN MODERATION =)! Anyway I was really zombified at work (at westmall) yesterday. As usual, Rickson and I agreed that it's going to take eternity to clear the crowd. But still ok la, we still can joked around. haha! Thanks him for tolerating my blurness and, making fun of it -_-.... Cos you know why? Even if I'm blur, I still can see very clearly it's written as 2009 ON THE EXPIRY DATE OK? HAHA! Erm...there's a customer who told me in my face that, I'd better hurry up cos her show is starting. We are really slow. I can't be bothered to respond and I just carry on doing her steam corn. I wish to tell her, imagine you were me, do you think you won't be pressurize facing such a big crowd? Yes I can be fast; but if your steam corn doesn't taste good you gonna complain again. Who do you think you are? So what if you are customer paying for my service? Do you think you can be arrogant already? Kns... Ok I'm very relaxed =). But the fun stops when it comes to counting stocks...basically nothing tallies and he gave up counting already. So we got Daniel to help us when he's supposed to finish work already. Then thanks to him, he counted and counted...a lot of things weren't keyed in (Rickson got excess $20 in his sales and mine is shortage of $4.20). After calculating everything, we only got shortage of 40 cents =) altogether... We left at 11.30pm...LOL! When I reached home I couldn't open my eyes already...but still, I chatted with sister, ber ber and Irda (our supervisor) for a while before going to bed... Thanks ber ber for telling me my schedule for THIS week. I'll have to work in ticketing again on Tuesday eh? I kinda look forward to it actually. haha =). This is going to be my third time stationing in the box office. And Wednesday I'll be stationing in Usher again. hahaha! Friday night, FINALLY I'll be spending my friday night in sun plaza again after 3 weeks? haha! For Saturday I actually requested to work in the morning only, and I would still be stationed at Westmall. Sunday as well. Ohhhhhhhhhhhahahahahahaha. I guessed thats all for now. Will continue again when I got more things and more time to write. Ciao =)! AND HOW CAN I FORGET THIS? 4TH AUGUST = MY 4TH MONTH IN ENG WAH ALREADY =D |